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| | Is just confusing. I wish I knew what I wanted. I kinda hate road blocks. 5 more days and I turn 22 I'm rubbing it into my mom that she is old, and yet again I will spend my birthday alone, not a big deal I guess. Happens. | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment   |
| I'm really depressed latley , I'm just all and all not happy anymore. I really have not been for months. I've been doing some deep thinking about some things and well not sure what is going to happen or what I want to do.
I mean I kinda know what I want and it will affect alot of things, but im not totally done thinking things thru.
Anyways Ciao | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| I'm so excited I can't even tell you. :-) Anyways, I'm so ready to move to Georgia still have to clean the apartment, my stupid red sofa left red marks on the wall from laying on it. So now I get to figure that out and have to clean the mini blinds which seems like fun, I have cat hair all over the bottom of them.
I'm going laptop shopping this weekend hopefully I can find something that I can just play the sims on and get online its all I need it for at the moment.
I've been so sick these past few days I've had a 102.00 fever so I've just been kind of checking what has been posted sorry if I've missed on putting comments down, I'll try to post some soon.
Just want to say this....
And you know what Fevers really suck , I hate the way they make you seem like your freezing and you just wanna get bundled up. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Q. How many women with PMS does it take to screw in a light bulb?
A. One. ONE!! And do you know WHY it only takes ONE? Because no one else in this house knows HOW to change a light bulb. They don't even know the bulb is BURNED OUT. They would sit in this house in the dark for THREE DAYS before they figured it OUT. And once they figured it out, they wouldn't be able to find the light bulbs despite the fact that they've been in the SAME CUPBOARD for the past SEVENTEEN YEARS. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| I usually love storms I really do, but these past two weeks we have had them every day and they love knocking the power out. This is when I miss having a gas stove since the power tends to go out around meals. It kinda reminds me of when I first moved to GA, we use to get the heat storms every afternoon, but the ones here last for hrs.
So Kyle is reinlisting while he is overseas, He is trying for Camp Pendelton or Hawaii, Not sure that he will get Hawaii since he is infantry, but he is putting those down for me. I miss CA and Hawaii soo much. He is such a good guy..
It still has not him me that he is going to be gone for a month, he is always a way for a month or so at a time, I dont think this deployment will hit me until maybe the third month into it. It has been pretty easy breezy.
Has anyone else felt like this? | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| I hate insomnia, it always happens when Kyle leaves it sucks.
I really wanna go to red robin but I feel funny going to eat alone.
I can't wait for the blink 182 concert.
I need some new music to listen to so if you have anything feel free to share. | | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment |
| I'm getting bored with the standard crunches...I need to find a better work out.
So this Disney trip looks like its going to be awesome, I'm just having trouble picking out a hotel. I've never had to stay on property and now everything looks awesome.
Kyle is finally deployed, and like so far its easy breezy I guess you just get use to your guy being gone when he is so much. He called me while he was in Ireland and I believe he is sending a postcard. That should be pretty cool.
Well I'm gonna go for now, I will try to update this thing more often.
Tatiana
Oh yeah, If your a Britney Spears fan you can vote for her videos on MTV.com for the vma awards... | | comments: Leave a comment |
| So Kyle leaves for his first deployment sometime between 1-4th , again they never know what day they are leaving until the last min. He is headed to Iraq so I'm not that worried. Its going to suck and it maybe sounds weird but I'm so use to being apart from him. The first year we were married we spent 8 months apart, the only sucky part is the no phone thing. We have done it before though for a few months. So hopefully I will be able to keep busy during that time. Which wont be to bad I don't think seeing how Sam is going threw a divorce and I'm gonne keep her busy and out of the house so it should be fun.
So I think I'm moving back to Kingsbay Georgia around the 2nd week of September. Just in time to head to Disneyworld I can't wait. I'm going to actually stay on property this time which I have never done since all of Kyles family is there.
So we got a new car a 2010 Toyota Corolla, and I love it. Its the sporty model and it will be Kyle's car until , he purchases mine while he is deployed. I still really want the new Camaro but we will see...I travel so much and the gas is why I'm not totally set on the car yet.
PS...Sorry I have not been around much, we had predeployment leave and then just getting the house packed for the move and what not but I promise once he is deployed I know I will be on more since I have to stay here for a month since we don't get out of our lease until Sept. Fun. So I will comment much more when I'm back. Promise...Tatiana | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | I have just been so busy with travel, family, and getting ready for my husband's and mine first deployment. I promise to try to keep up with everyone as much as I can. He leaves the fist week of Aug. so I will be here and there up until that point. So wish me luck. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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Anything from Zaxby's, In and Out burger or Jack in the box which don't have any of them here. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| I need a job to keep me busy.
I just got my Blin 182 tickets, for Hershey Park for Aug 12 I'm so excited I have seen them on every tour they have been on so far, and Fallout Boy and Panic at the Disco is suppose to be at this show so its like triple win.
MTV awards Sucked tonight, they use to be worth watching but not so much anymore...I so would have gotten mad at Bruno like Eminem did if his rear end ended up in my face.
Anyways My Internet has been screwing up again, so I usually have a 50/50 chance of it working so If I don't get a chance to leave you a comment I'm sorry. Plus I'm headed to Atlanta, and Arkansas with in the next two weeks so I wont be on much anyways.
<3 Tatiana | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| Do people usually mispronounce your name?
Always Tatiana is just way to hard to say at least here in the south.
What do you usually eat for breakfast?
Depends If I'm able to a chicken egg and cheese bagle from chic fil a.
Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
Hmmm Lets hope so.
Do you like voicemails?
Nope thats why I dont have them on my phone.
What sport do you watch the most?
football
Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
I have once in the middle of gym class with a safety pin.
Do you like the majority of the people you go/went to school with?
Yeah they are okay.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
No
What was the worst mistake of your life?
Dont have one yet I'm sure it will come.
Would you curse in front of your parents?
I do and Have
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a R?
Robert Gazaway...such a fag.
Are tattoos attractive?
Some are
Are you a jealous person?
Not so much.
Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
closed.
How many people have you kissed in '09?
No need to count
How many windows are open on your computer?
Two You tube- boy meets world and this one.
Would you ever dye your hair blonde?
I do all the time.
Do you believe your ex thinks about you?
I know he does he love to tell me , pish like I care.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Kyle
Think a lot before you fall asleep?
Depends how tired I am.
How much longer until your birthday?
4 months but the husband will miss it again, this will be the 4th year.
Would you rather receive a bouquet of daisies or roses?
Daisies.
Have you ever given a powerpoint presentation?
yep
When was the last time you ate a banana?
When I was a kid maybe I dont care for them now.
Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
Plenty of times.
Is there someone you wish you were still close with?
Yeah Kimberly, but she is a total druggie now.
Was this year the best year of your life?
Not so much.
What kind of bottoms are you wearing?
Boy Shorts
Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a J?
Jeff Burdette My ex....
What is the most important thing in any relationship?
Trust and Friendship
Would you prefer a baby boy or girl?
Neither but if I really had to choose a Boy
How did you get your last bruise?
Fighting with my husband maybe or cleaning the house.
Where were you last night?
On Lj .
Do you like funny people or serious people?
A little of both.
What were you doing at midnight last night?
Talking to Felipe and looking at plane tickets yet again. I fly too much.
You think someone is talking smack about you behind your back?
Probably.
Would you forgive a cheater?
Not so much, I mean sure they can change but why make them feel better.
What do the majority of people in your life call you?
Tie, Tot.
Have you ever, in any way, been betrayed by someone you trusted?
Who hasnt
Has anyone upset you lately?
Not yet
How was your night last night?
Boring.
What was the last thing you watched on television?
Jon and Kate Plus 8.
Do you like to be held or to hold someone?
On a rare occasion I dont mind being held I'm not into cuddles.
Did you cry today?
Not so much.
Who did you last see in person?
Kyle
Is there something that reminds you of someone every time you see/hear it?
From Autumn to ashes reminds me of Zach.
When was the last time you were truly completely happy with your life?
Its been a while.
Could you date someone taller than you?
My hight or taller not shorter.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months without cheating?
Yep
Do you miss the way things used to be?
Somethings not all.
Are you a big fan of snowstorms or thunderstorms?
I like thunderstorms never been in a snow storm
Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
I have plenty. I dont have any really of the same sex.
Is your life anything like it was a year ago?
No its a total 180
Would you go out in public looking like you do right now?
Sure, Why not?
Are you going out of town soon?
In about a week or so. I'll be in Atlanta.
Do you tend to get in fights?
Not anymore.
What do you hear?
Boy meets world on Youtube.
Are there any posters on your wall?
In the guess room my husband put up starwars posters
Are you tired?
yes I've been up all night.
What were you doing this morning at 7am?
It isnt 7 yet haha.
Would you rather date someone 20 years younger than you or 20 years older?
Older if he has lots of money or a very good life insurance policy. But I'm married so that wont happen.
Are you ticklish?
Only a few people know where.
How many pillows do you sleep with?
3 Two big ones and one small one.
Ever prank called the pizza place and ordered a pizza for somebody else?
yep, I've also called and paid him with a bag of quarters haha
Who is your neighbor across the street?
No Idea..the people in my apt are not very friendly.
Where do you keep your change?
On top of my food cabinet in a fruit bowl
Do you like cinnamon toothpaste?
Yes thats what I use...Crest
Done anything you regret?
Not so much. Everything you do is for a reason, because thats how you grow and experience stuff.
Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
Yes
Are you single/ taken/ heart broken/ confused?
Taken for life.
Do you like to take walks?
Yep as long as its not in the woods I'm not into that bug thing.
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Last time I spoke with Kaitlyn
Do you live in a ghetto neighborhood?
No.
Is this summer gonna be a good one?
So far I have surfed everyday or at least went to try to find waves so Im going to say Yes.
Do you have a lighter in your room?
Yep
What's on your mind right now?
Taking a Bubble bath
Anything make you feel sad today?
Not yet. The day is new.
Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
Forget
Do you have a best friend?
I have a couple
Be honest, do you like people in general?
I like most men, Women sometimes can tend to be to catty for me.
Are you happier now or three months ago?
3 months ago I guess
Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
Not so much more Surfing unless it rains
When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
Last night.
Are you happy?
Not really actually. I'm happy that I'm with my husband when he is here but thats about it.
Do you like meeting new people?
I do I'm just not that good at it anymore.
Would you rather be mad or sad?
Pissed off. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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| Relationships-of all kinds-are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold onto some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that. Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possessively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.
_Kaleel Jamison
The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not to twist them to fit our own image. Otherwise we love only the reflection of ourselves we find in them
_Thomas Merton
"The reason the American Army does so well in wartime, is that war is chaos, and the American Army practices it on a daily basis."
- from a post-war debriefing of a German General
"Artillery is the King of battle: the King cannot
swim, however, which is why we need you guys."
(USMC arty specialist to a group of Navy officers in an Amphib
Warfare Indoc course.)
It was a dark, stormy, night. The Marine was on his first assignment, and it was guard duty.
A General stepped out taking his dog for a walk. The nervous young Private snapped to attention, made a perfect salute, and snapped out "Sir, Good Evening, Sir!"
The General, out for some relaxation, returned the salute and said "Good evening soldier, nice night, isn't it?"
Well it wasn't a nice night, but the Private wasn't going to disagree with the General, so the he saluted again and replied "Sir, Yes Sir!".
The General continued, "You know there's something about a stormy night that I find soothing, it's really relaxing. Don't you agree?"
The Private didn't agree, but them the private was just a private, and responded "Sir, Yes Sir!"
The General, pointing at the dog, "This is a Golden Retriever, the best type of dog to train."
The Private glanced at the dog, saluted yet again and said "Sir, Yes Sir!"
The General continued "I got this dog for my wife."
The Private simply said "Good trade Sir
Never mess with a Marine!
An army 2Lt. is taking his platoon on patrol when his scouts come running back and say
"Sir, there's a Marine standing in the way of the road".
The Lt. scoffs and sends a fire team to go investigate and remove the Marine.
They approach the Marine and he begins to head for a small ridge
on the side of the road and motions for them to follow.
As the rest of the platoon advances and takes cover they hear yelling and screaming.
The Marine emerges a couple minutes later and dusts himself off
and again stands in the middle of the road.
The Lt. curses and calls for a squad to remove the Devil Dog.
He again heads down to s small ridge and they follow.
Once again there is blood-curdling screaming and weeping.
And AGAIN the Marine emerges and dusts himself off.
Bewildered and pissed off, the Lt. sends all but his platoon Sgt. down and says
"Eliminate the motherfu**er". They run towards him and again follow him to the ridge.
The screaming begins again and suddenly a specialist comes running up,
bloody, his cammies all mangled. The Lt. is in shock and says
"What the hell is going on out there soldier?"
Gasping for breath the soldier replies,
"Its a trick sir!! There's two of em."
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| I've been enjoying this awesome weather and trying to do some surfing this past week. Most of the swells have only been around 3 ft. Just like in Florida. I miss living in Hawaii and California and having some bigger waves to surf. I'm going to try to surf some in Rhode Island when I head up there in July. You can tend to find decent size waves there. I'll just be sure to pack my body board as well as my wet suit which I forgot today and with the storms coming in it was freezing.
I just got my pirate costume for Teal and David's wedding next month. It just does not say pirate to me. It looks more hippie like. I do like the way the corset fits however. I think I'm going to hang out in Atlanta for a few days on my way home. I need Farel to cut my hair again, and I need to go shopping at something other than JC Pennys. I really want some new jeans..and a new prada bag. I miss living in LA.
So my husband has plans to reinlist in July. We are also putting down to get a different duty station, Hopefully California. I want to be back out that way with the rest of my friends or possibly overseas, I know that's a long shot but you never know. I decided to go back to school in the fall. They don't have all of the classes I need here. I never should have left Flordia and just finnished with at least 2 more years to knock down for my major. I'm going to become a Marine Biologist and its a blast but its a pain in the ass.
So Ryan has wanted to hang out with me again I just dont understand him. I don't think that I will waist my time on him anymore. It's always all about him. If he wants to talk to me thats fine but dont blow me off.
Kyle mentioned about going to Orlando before he leaves. We still have about 10 Disney Tickets left,and its always just he and I that goes. We never pay for tickets everytime we go he hands us a huge stack. Since his Grandfather gets them for free he wants to make sure we always have enough but its like these are park hoppers we have enough. I usually just give them away to friends and we normally just crash at their home. Not like they dont have enough room in it. Only thing is I think they will be on a cruise when we go down. So we will have the house alone. He has offered to help to get us into the Knight Kindom when it opens, he has been working on the building codes for that and helping with the ones for the Harry Potter stuff going on at Universal. I dont really care to see that though.
Well This is long enough....I'm headed to the Globe and Anchor with Donna and Ashley for drinks. | | comments: 6 comments or Leave a comment |
| | So I have quite a few new friends if you want to get to know me a little more.....I'm on facebook....just look up tatiana jorgenson and I should pop up. I love commenting on there. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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